Broken shadows of loneliness
Pieces shattering, scattering about me
Life in ruins, like those of Thera
Happiness escapes my bonds of love

You have gone abruptly from me,
taking my severed heart with you
running for your wretched little life,
devoid of all of my pain.

Taken with you, somewhere unknown,
a piece of my existance which you stole
A fall from the heights of your pedistal
inventory took, a great injury I sustained from you.

Bleeding internally, never to stop,
dying, yet slowly, but no one knows.
No shoulder to cry on, no trust in my heart
No time to say goodbye, no one to say it to

White in my coffin of silk and rose,
My veins drained of life, my heart devoid of love
My eyes sealed closed, a gold piece on each.
my chest empty where my heart would be.

My headstone would read, word for word:
Drained of love, drained of hope, drained of life, Decayed.


This is not something I usually do, these are thoughts, and feelings and
it's hard for me to share these, but at some point it all becomes to
much and you either have to say it, or explode. So there it is, and
those who it is for, they know who they are.

Black Rose, Mistress Reecillia Thetis

Penned by my hand on the 25th of Lleian, in the year 131 MA.