Greetings and Well Wishes.

Ever since I came off of Loom Island I've centered my world around my
work, and my family. My personal loyalties have always come first, and
my work ethic has always gone to support that, or them. However Loyalty,
and Stupidity become blurred in a gray zone in which I've found myself
mired for much of the last years

I'll start with the string of painfully bad choices in the ways of the
heart... Bragon twice failed, Zhad, Sarvek all horrible horrible choices
for different reasons. Bragon and Sarvek well... I class them much the
same but Zhad was the only one who truly loved me--but he had a lot of
issues, only the least of which is his current misty plant form. My
Love, My Zhad, I will always love you, and hold you dear to my heart. I
wish you'd have listened to me one day earlier than you did, and maybe
this would all have been different. Recently I was able to find love
again but not with anyone who could love me in return and so... The
Heart, is a Failure.

I through myself into my family. Well, my mother Shyann locked me in a
room and logged off when we had our first ever argument. Then was nearly
never seen again for many years to come. Needless to say that did quite
a bit of damage to our relationship. Then my father betrayed me, not
once, but twice. Let me ask, do YOU think its unreasonable to request
one who has knowingingly or unknowingly taken 60k in goods from a God,
to return those goods at once? Or is it ok for the "..thief.." to tell
you "I'll bring it when I'm ready" when all he's doing is sitting and
talking with the woman who recently divorced him for his bad deeds? I
dont know, maybe I'm over sensitive but that angered me quite a bit and
the result of THAT argument, was Achavis kicking me out of the family
and the only response from the leader of that family was, "I love you
but I can't help you. Its his choice" OK. So be it.

My love and eternal gratitude goes out to Lord Haern and his order for
all they've done for me. Now, I can rightfully say, that they're the
only thing in this realm I hold dear. That and the man I'm not allowed
to love.

Those of you who badmouth Lord Haern and his order might do well to
understand one thing. You may not agree with him or his methods, or
actions... but he shows loyalty, as does his order, which is true Honor.
And in a world like this... that is so few and far between.

I loved you Achavis, with all my heart. And now, I let that go.

Be Well Aetolia. Perhaps in other realms we'll meet again.
Oh and one more thing... Lord Haern? Achavis is in possession of those
belts. Get the INV #s from Relandroc. You can seek restitution from him
for the 60k or so in goods he has of yours.

Goodbye All!
Arienne

Penned by my hand on the 21st of Khepary, in the year 91 MA.