Greetings Szan,

even when I can understand your obvious frustration but let me
tell you this, when I enter an Order and I do it out of the
bottom of my now undead heart, and I do it to serve the Deity
with all of my might, and as much as rewards and benefits are
pleasant, but I can not hope for them as granted, The fact
remains, I serve the Deity not the Deity me, feeling ignored
is frustrating, it happened in other Orders too, all someone
can do is directly mention this and try to get the situation
solved.

Hopefully not taken as offensive
Watchful Raven, Countess Anashia Nachzeher

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Lanosian, in the year 144 MA.