Greetings Aetolia,

I write this post out of pure fustration... fustration on my own part
for failing to have the knowledge in the past that I needed to prevent
the present, and fustration from the posts posted by people who comment
inorder to further some goal other than the one they are speaking about.

This section is for people who don't want to read all that I have to say
and are wise enough to see all the perspectives and inuendoes that I
come from without me having to say them.

The politics of the world today, and the reality of the world today do
not match. Words are spoken from points of views, but the actions of the
people who make those words are contrary to the words they say. In my
graced state of existance, I have been able to have my eyes opened to
things that most do not see, and those who learn of it think its
irrelevant. That perspective has allowed me to accuraetly pridict the
future of the orginizations I have talked to, worked with, and lived in.
And I warn you now, Go back to the texts that your elders provided for
you, go back to your roots. Follow the laws and philosophies of the
groups you pledged yourself to, not to the leaders who run them. There
are a great few in this world who still hold to that... find them, learn
from them.

Now for my personal story that will be seen as "gloating "and "proof of
my evil ways" to those who dislike me, but to me they are only the
natural outcome of the teachings the priest guild taught, taken to their
full extension. As a priest I looked at the world through the eyes of my
faith, the faith that told me that I as a person had the power to wield
the spiritual forces of the world, to change peoples growth by a simple
ritual, to harness the good of the world to better others. And if I, the
son of a drunken brute who had no legacy or herritage could do that,
anybody in the world can do that. Every person has the potential to
become the vehicle through which good living and happiness is brought
into this world. However, early on in my career as a priest, I noticed
that those who were the optiomy of Service, lived in the city of the
undead, Those who were the optiomy of honour lived at the bottom of a
lake, and the true knowers of Truth, were the ones who hid it from
everyone. Today, this becomes more and more obvious.

However there is still hope, everyone is wise if they want to be, can be
the incarnation of their guild, city, order, family if they choose to
be. I made three major mistakes in my life, one was quiting the priest
guild, the other quiting shallam, and the last one to personal and
irrelevant to the public. But the reason I see these as mistakes is
because I felt that if I left these orginizations, I would be free from
the taint that they were going to bring to the world. However, instead I
realize now that I only brought the taint sooner. I'm not going to try
to explain the difference between reality and politics here, but I have
lived in both worlds now, and if you want to know just ask me, but it
will take along conversation to explain. I tell you of these mistakes so
that you people who know what is right and what you can do, can join
your groups, can speak up and be People, not just a mass of beings
living in reality. Perhaps you can bring the politics of the world to
where they should be, step outside your own reality and have the courage
and strength to be true to your spirit, your soul your heritage.

I only wish I was better at writing, and that I did not have to make you
sit through long writings such as these, but maybe one day you will be
ready to read and listen and fuffill your potential instead of becoming
happy with your accomplishment that anyone can accomplish in the methods
of which you accomplish it.

-- Burning Truth, Alyosha Daganev Karamazov, Husband of Emeraude, (even
if I am ignored by those I represent)

Penned by my hand on the 24th of Chakros, in the year 90 MA.