I return to these lands once more, with much happiness and still yet
great sadness.

I return a very changed person, in mind and in heart. I have been
brought down into despair and will do my best to rise up once more in
triumph. I mean not in power or wealth, but only in spirit and soul. I
ask of you my dearest guild, to give me the chance to once again prove
worthy in calling myself a servant of the priests. I have searched the
depths of my soul and find myself hollowed out by personal obstacles
that cluttered my life and filled my mind with distaste for so many. I
ask of you my dearest guild, to give me strength to overcome the trials
of the past and to let me seek you out to lean on for the long road
ahead of me, knowing I am and can be a better person than I have been.

Fill my heart with love and no judgement against me and teach me the
ways I need to learn to be part of this world once more in faith and
light.

Penned by my hand on the 25th of Variach, in the year 83 MA.