All right. Lets see if I have gotten this completely straight.

1. You at one time were a Sentinel.
2. You didn't do your assigned work.
3. Work was assigned to someone else.
4. You through a hissy fit and quit in an angsty huff.
5. You wrote in your diary about how Mollie is a stupidhead and how you
are never coming back.
6. You make up reasons to kill Sentinel guildmembers.
7. You ask Ned to come back.
8. He says no.
9. You say that the guild is apathetic and that you want to see changes
so your are killing them all as a thinly veiled excuse to take out your
anger.

You are no longer in the Sentinels. Nobody wants you in the Sentinels
because you are a pathetic loser and they are finally trying to hold
some friggen standards. And yet, playing the part of the stalker
boyfriend with no life, continues to bug the living hell out of them.
Why don't you just go back to your hugbox and cut yourself and stop
laming up an otherwise awesome month.

Penned by my hand on the 24th of Haernos, in the year 225 MA.