Now...did I misread this? Basically, you're saying that you were upset
that Zephy was in charge, and you had no realistic chance of being
elected in to take her place, so you quit the Infernals. Then, because
you saw that no one was taking you seriously still (Who would, honestly?
You rant and think you're all that, yet your direct actions caused the
loss of almost as many Bloodloch troops as Genocide's idiotic Aalen
charge.), you decided to justify taking out your aggression on other
Infernals and demand a ransom for their lives.
Because they laughed at even that, you began attacking and killing some.
When the resistance became too strong, you ran from safe room to safe
room, with random graced periods in between, laughing in your infantile
way that no one could touch you, and still inflating your pride with a
false sense of security. You thought you could draw in Ashtan's
protection, and were as quickly booted from Ashtan as you were from
Bloodloch.
Now, I'll point out something that stood out in your post to me. You
talk early on about your steadfast duty to the Infernal guild, and yet
in the same sentence talk about turning your blades on your
comrades...this is what I find odd: I don't pretend to know much of
honor, I live by my own code, and by the rules of nature, and as such,
honor is but a vice in my eyes, but the Infernal guild is one based on a
code of honor, and if you had truly been loyal to your guild, would you
have left because you didn't get your way and needed to throw a tantrum,
would you have turned your blades on your comrades, would you have
turned into a thug and demanded a ransom from them? I honestly do not
believe you would have, and though I do not pretend to fully understand
the ways of the guild, in my own eyes, I think they would have to be
either cowards or idiots to in any way aquiesce to your moronic demands.

Perhaps it is you who should just get over it, and pursue a new path in
life. Obviously, your temper tantrum was ignored before, and with any
thought, will be ignored again.
-Caspien O'Lyryus

Penned by my hand on the 10th of Niuran, in the year 161 MA.