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In that spot
Written by: Lady of the Heartwood, Tilanna O'Lyryus, Forbidden love
Date: Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
Addressed to: Lord of the Heartwood, Caspien O'Lyryus, Or'Fireun-A'Anhrefn
Where I left you... in that one spot, you remember right?
That is where I go, sit and listen, pray and wait,
Perhaps you will hear my thoughts, feel my pain.
It is that same place where our hearts intertwine,
It is that same place where we felt each other's pain.
Where I left you.. In that one spot,
Where the rage consumes me most,
It is the same place where now my hate for you explodes,
It is the same place where you swore you would never leave my side,
It is the same place where I rage in anger,
It is the same place where I know nothing but pain and hate now.
Where I left you.. In that one spot,
My heart cried out it screamed and yet you never heard it.
Perhaps all the promises, were meant to be broken,
Perhaps all words were nothing more then just words.
I should had known, I should had realized,
In that place.. That once was all yours,
In that place.. That feels nothing no more.
Where I left you.. In that one spot,
Deep in my heart, pushed far away,
No longer will I feel you,
No longer will I cry for you,
In that one spot is where you will be,
That tiny glisten of hope,
That tiny ray of sunshine,
In that one spot deep in my heart,
Shall I wait for you to pull me back,
To remind me how to love, how to hope
To remind me how to live like you once did oh so long ago
In that one spot is all I can give now,
As I die within.
Penned by my hand on the 17th of Khepary, in the year 154 MA.