Wow, look at all of this hostility

Let me first start with Xenor. Xenor.... You never seem to amaze me. You
attack my conduit of knowledge for supporting me. Then when things get
rough you decide it is convient to write in your journal? What a great
time to make notes to yourself. Then when you finish with that you run
some mroe and die, but hide behind grace... Since when do Knights hide
behind grace? I remember Forternus dying to Xargo about 15 times for he
was honourable enough to obey the laws of a knight. Even worse... you
enemied Ezrax to the Infernals, because YOU hunted him, and others
helped saught his aide against you. If you plan on enemying anybodu who
supports me, then you might as well start enemying half of sapience.

Ishmar... Again I will say. You never seem to amaze me. I did not do
what I did because I knew it would ruin power or whatever it was you
said it did. I believe I was asked to contest before zephy awakened from
her sleep. I also believe I did not however. Though you ended your half
truth with "in honour". Where is your honour? Did you find it along your
path of lying and cheating to become knighted? That is why you have been
demoted back down to squire... Is it not? For cheating on your knight
test. So before you try to speak of half truths about a lie I supposenly
made 20 years ago... Worry about your own problems that are occuring to
this very day. Also you said PERSONALLY, you wouldn't be satisfied until
I no longer exist. You as well as Zephy. Thats what this WHOLe thing is
about a PERSONAL VENDETTA.

As for the rest of sapience.. I apologize for all of this annoyance.
Though I have tried for 20 years to make peace with the Infernals, and
everytime I am ignored. This has been the only way I have not been
ignored. Needless to say I have been ignored, shut down, spit on enough.
For those of you who support me, msg'd me, sent me tells, some of which
actually travelled completely out of their way just to acknowledge the
situation and tell me face to face what they wished to tell me... Thank
you.

Penned by my hand on the 3rd of Ios, in the year 152 MA.