I lied? I lied about paying the debt back? I lied about the requirements
of STILL being hunted as a requirement? Of course it is nto a
requirement to kill Dexter. To killa guild enemy and bring their head is
the requirement I believe, but seeing as I am the only guild enemy that
isn't in a deep sleep that makes me the only target. Did I lie about
being spit on basically for trying to help someone in your guild being
teamed? Why is it almost any Infernal I talk to agrees with me? Some
even are shocked that I am still being used as a tool. Yes I did spend
the gold on credits. That is irrelevant, The gold taken was given back.
Did I not even a couple years ago offer to pay the Infernals back 100k
extra? As interest of what was taken? I recall quite clearly that offer,
I even recall how quick the response was, it was about as quick as your
response is now to the proposal I just made. You hold this as a personal
vendetta. You ask not your guild their opionion or even what they think.
You think for them, you make their decisions for them. Your doing the
same thing that was being done prior to me doing what I did. Call me a
theif, call my acts betrayal. I was, they were. But dont you somewhere
in your blood think or believe as time goes on, one would mature? It has
been nearly 20 years since this has happened. You got your damn gold
back, my life has been taken quite a bit, you have done what you
intended on. Making my life a nightmere.

I actually put in a bunch of emotion in that proposal. A good friend of
mine told me "A man who sacrifices, only to gain for his beloved, is a
man truly"

The thought of what kind of sick gestures you would be enjoying with my
head with this beheading, makes me more sick then the plague sapience
struggled through not long ago. Though I would do it in a heartbeat to
ensure my family, my friends, those who support me, would not have to
suffer any longer.

You claim honour no? I see no honour in bullying someone around because
they made a mistake when they were merely just old enough to venture
without a helping hand.


If I hold no honour, I wouldn't be here today. I wouldn't be offering
the execution of myself, to ensure my family need not to worry. I
wouldn't be trying to end it all, nor would I have paid you guys back.
Offered extra gold for interest, Stood beside half your guild during a
fight. Even offered to help you, or rezzed members I know that hate me.
I wouldnt beg your guild members to not begin battle on me because I
knew they would fall. I didn't reject grace because I didn't even want
to kill you. So what do you do you attack my fiancee, and you ended up
dead anyways. AFTER I pleaded for your life to not attack. I won't
reject grace because I dont want to kill you.. so you attack my fiancee?
Where on sapience is the honour in that?

I ask you one more time. To reconsider my proposal.

Penned by my hand on the 23rd of Haernos, in the year 151 MA.