You're quite annoying Mephiston. Annoying and dense at that.
Perhaps I should write in smaller words so you can comprehend hm?

I haven't managed to rid myself of this curse physically but, the spirit
is stronger than the body and through prayer and Renewal I've found the
errors of my way and have turned against what I once called 'my family'.
Any mortal is beyond consanguine Mephiston, and any vampire who has
rejected their kind is beyond you. Having a rotted brain you couldn't
possibly understand.

You're still here, unfortunatly. Other vampires are still here but look
at them. Pathetic creatures who do nothing with themselves but sit in
CLI getting drunk or licking people. Your kind is nothing anymore. This
is what I mean.

Did I write it simple enough for you this time? If not get someone to
read it to you big boy, I'm not replying to your nonsense any longer.

Aren Ryokus

Penned by my hand on the 4th of Lleian, in the year 140 MA.