First off "I" never said that Rolan was against the light. These are
words taken from the mouths of Clio, Kanya, and Searoth. I remember a
little incident with two daru novices, where one accidently killed the
other and he allowed the one killed to kill him. They unknowingly made
the mistake of doing so inside the city, and Rolan enemied the one that
killed with permission. After this the Daru started talking about how
they would never get fair treatment as long as Rolan was Minister of
Security. Blah Blah Blah.

Second off, in my entire lifetime, I have attacked maybe a total of 4
people. Most of them being newbies who came into the land solely to
agravate and annoy people, one of whom was attacking a daru protege of
mine, and the other being Rayshak who was picking on newbies at NoT and
then turned his attentions on to me for informing Ishmar (to whom the
novice belonged to), of the truth of what he was doing, and for webbing
him when he attacked her. He killed me, I came back and killed him. I
have NEVER EVER attacked anyone of your city. I am not a violent person.
Everyone knows this of me. I believe it was your own citizens who
attacked me several times if I am not mistaken.

And I did not leave Enorian because I was not welcome. I left Enorian
twice. I left the first time and allowed Iereas to talk me into comming
back to the city. I left the second time because the decisions of the
city disgusted me and I no longer saw any hope for the city. I left the
daru because I had not been happy there for some time and frankly it was
no loss on my part. People who are too confused to even know what their
purpose is or what their own laws are are not whom I wish to hang my hat
with.

So please, do not speak to me of not speaking when I have no idea what
is going on. You yourself have now done so. I was never asked to leave
the daru. I was never asked to leave the city. I left of my own volition
and not because someone spoke harshly to me, or because it was made
clear in any way that I was not wanted. I left because I did not want
the daru or the corrupted city of Enorian.

With all the love my cold dead heart can muster,

Reecillia Laurn

Penned by my hand on the 17th of Variach, in the year 140 MA.